Monday, September 27, 2010

Unsettled Soul



i am speaking in behalf of this unsettled soul,
housing in a human's body...


i am happy and at the same time in pain...

happy because ...
i am in a place i can now call "HOME."
i was able to spend time with the people i love.
i was able to fix a few hang-ups i've had with few people.
i have already found one of the few that i have lost...

now, i am happy but still there are missing pieces...
there are still hang-ups that this soul wants to settle...

this soul have tried to to reach out to someone...
someone who'd been a part of her past...
trying to do anything to reach out...
done what part to be done...
yet it seems it's never enough...

this soul will remain unsettled...
until the plead to speak with you is granted...

Monday, September 13, 2010

The Power of Music



do you believe in the power of music?
how much do you love music?

music to me is a medicine.
a medicine to every soul.
when somebody's happy, he sings.
when somebody's sad, he listens to music.

music has been my companion for like years already.
it helps me express my feelings.
my type of music depends on my mood.
i can go along with all types though.
mostly, i relate my life to it.
i might not be able to memorize each line,
but i appreciate music with good lyrics.

i always start and end my day with music.
on my way to work and on my way home.
or when i go anywhere alone.
when in a long trip or even at home.

when i want to praise God's goodness,
i listen to gospel songs and sing along.
when i'm asleep, i put my earphone on.
i can always relate my life to music.

i am a music lover.
music fills my soul.
i believe in the power of music.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

RANDOM THOUGHTS

life has changed after my surgery...
i have realized more its importance...
if i have made the most of life before,
i work double time now to make the most of it...

i have started looking for few people in my past...
i have looked for those that i've hurt and asked sorry...
i have looked for those who have made my past colorful and thanked them...

just the other night,
i've heard about my high school bestfriend through his sister...
sad to know he's been experiencing a lot of pain...
how i wish i could help him...
i'm happy though because he's in his way of getting up to move on...

of course, i won't be able to perfect this second life...
i am just human...
but i will do my best to be happy with what i have around me...
i may not perfect my relationship with people...
but i am avoiding trouble and be silent...

it's been more than 2 months since my surgery...
i could still recall what i told God at the operating room...
i told Him i will no longer ignore Him...
if He would put me to test, i will never ask why me.
that i would appreciate even every little thing that's happening to me...
that i would touch the heart of a few...

i am always praying that He will enlighten me everyday...
ALL WILL BE WELL in HIS NAME...

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