God Always Hears

i blogged about missing the old me..
yeah, just this morning..
and now, i have this feeling...
initially, i am gaining back my old self...

God always listens... that's guaranteed..

i had been bothered with a dispute lately..
not only me but some of my friends..
my mind is always bothered...
i craved for peace of mind lately...
muscles and nerves crumbling...
fear keeps in an on and off mode...
head feels like it's gonna explode...

can't sleep well...
thoughts coming in and out...
i lift everything to GOD..
we lift everything to GOD...
GOD really hears those who cry for help..
In search for truth and justice...

now, it's time for me and the others to packup,
i need to regain energy....
reform myself and face another life's challenge...
another step of challenge...
GOD ALWAYS LISTEN, ALL THE TIME!

missed the old me

badminton... lawn tennis...
walking... jogging...
photo shoots... meeting friends...
watch movies and pampering myself...
at my very own room....

i missed those things...

life has already changed
few years ago.
it changed more this time.
the responsibility is wider.
the risk is greater..

but i learned...

it made me more mature...
and it gave me more outlooks for the future...
it taught me not only to think about myself...

i never had regrets
about having this kind of life.
it helped me a lot to be a better person,
not only for myself but for others.
and i am happy to serve my fellow workers..
what i just wanna say is that i missed the old me...

soon, when everything's over...
i could perhaps go back to at least some old me...
sometimes... with mature thoughts... :)