My Wish Right Now

while i was walking home,
i looked at the sky.
the sky is cloud-free.
yes, it is!
i could see the stars clearly,
shining so freely and brightly.
the moon is almost full in shape.

wow! i miss those star gazing moments...
at dawn with my father way back my province days...
at night with my neighbors during blackouts,
still way back province nights...
at the roof of my neighbor during college days...
at the roof of the house where i'm at now,
that was when i was still new here...
at the beach with my officemates,
that was during the christmas party two years ago,
while we're having our midnight swimming...
at hilltop celebrating pia's birthday until 12 midnight...
oh! how could i forget those star gazing moments!
waiting and counting falling stars...

how i wish i could just rush at hilltop right now,
of course with friends talking about nonsense...
or talk about serious thing in life.

that's my wish right now...

Windy Dawn

Uhmmm... Good Morning Everyone! It's Saturday duty! Ohhhhhmmm.... So early at work.

I was home late last night... just unwinding with officemates. It's been a month since we hadn't got the chance to go out. We just missed hanging out together away from work topics.

That's it, I went home late. I went to bed late though I was already in bed at past 11:00PM but sleepiness visited me so late. I think I have slept past 12:00AM but I wasn't able to sleep well. The wind blows very strong that I could hear the swinging of the trees and its leaves. My curtain keeps on going to and fro touching my body, which keeps me awake every once in a while.

When I woke up, I felt the very cold breeze of the morning. Still, I got up from sleep, took a bath, and prepared myself for work. Since I woke up early, I arrived here, at the office early... that's why I'm blogging now hehehehe...

Oh, I forgot. I brought my monitor with me hoping that our technician could fix it. Am into crossing my fingers now...

Have to go to work now. .. Hope you could visit this site again & again. I will try my best to keep you posted about how life has been to me everyday.

Night of Despair

I was dismayed last night. I thought my monitor will be fixed but it was't. My brother replaced the capacitor because we thought it was the one defective but when he tried to turn it on, still, it's not working.

I was dismayed really. I don't have any other option if it could no longer be fixed but to buy a new one. So sad I have to giveup some future plans if I will have that option. So sad... Very sad....

Out of Cyber World

Hi. I haven't posted something in my blog last night. I went home early because I wanna post something but I forgot my sister messaged me earlier that my monitor is not working. I checked it last night hoping that I could fix it but when I tried it myself, it has no power. So what I did was I uncovered it and tried to figure out which part of the connection has a problem. I saw the fuse busted. And I hope it's only the fuse. Am going to find someone who could replace it. And I hope to be back in the cyberworld before the week ends.

I am now in the office. I came early because I don't wanna get caught by the traffic. And I don't wanna lose my December bonus ;)

Hope to be back sooner.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, PA!

I woke up late today and I remembered it's Father's Day. I sent a greeting to my Pop via sms. Why? Pop is not here. He's 7-hours away from us, his children. Yah, that's a sad thing but I know he's happy there because Mom & my niece are there with him plus the fresh air, which made them decide to just stay there. Pa, this goes out to you, from me :

"Pa, thanks for everything. I wouldn't have been the person I am now, disciplined, determined, and a person with principle if not because of you and Mama. I know that the ways you've had to discipline us were far too much than what others have experienced, but we're still very thankful for that. We might have not understood that before because we're still too young to understand but now, we have realized that what you did were truly to make us a better person. We might have felt anger deep inside, or cried visibly or in silence, but that was just a long time ago and after realizing that we've become a better person because of that, those feeling of anger just disappeared just like those bubbles blown by the wind until they're out of sight.

Pa, thank you very much for everything. You've been so kind and understanding. I love you very much. We all love you & Mama."

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, PAPA!

My Childhood : Few Captured Moments

When I was on a vacation at my very hometown, on my last day, I gave sometime to take a look at the albums and the old photos in it. I smiled while looking at the pictures. They made me remember my childhood days and experiences. I took some of the pictures and have it scanned. And then I made a bit of art as if they were framed as one. Here, take a look....

Making a Sense of Purpose

When I was still a kid, I have always been asking why I am here? What am I here for? What's my purpose? I just live my life leaving those questions unanswered.

When I was in highschool, I was in an organization where we do outreach programs and at the same time serve the church. The feeling was really good knowing and discovering bit by bit that my life has a purpose - serving the people.

College made me missed that feeling though I joined an organization that is serving in Liturgical activities.

And I missed everything when I had my first job. No connection to what I thought was my purpose. All I did was work, work and work.

3 years ago, I joined in a company which drove me closer to my purpose. It gave me opportunities to communicate and interact with different kinds of people. Yes, am closer to my purpose. I have put additional length to my patience and I've become more close to people. And that made me love my work now, as a part of the customer service group still, in the same company.

Last year, I have never imagined I could do something for those innocent children of God. I organized a simple gift-giving with some office friends and yes, we made those kids happy. It's a good feeling to let people know that someone who, they don't know cares for them.

Just last April 26,2008, together with other big companies, my company sponsored a medical outreach program and gift-giving at the very far Megkawayan, Calinan. Again, I was given the opportunity to be a part of it. The event was filled with voulteers. I was there the whole day. I was serving those less fortunates and you know what, I couldn't explain the looks in their faces. But for sure, they're very happy to know that a lot of people cared for them.

My heart was filled with gladness. The feeling of having a purpose is very very good. I don't know how to describe it but it just made me feel a dream come true. It was just a start and I am very much looking forward to join the company's upcoming outreach events.

My New Blog Site

Hi. I'm new here. I'm trying to discover the power of blogging. I hope to see you around. Thanks for dropping by. Please find time to visit this blog again. I'll try to update this anytime soon. :)